being an artist i discover how much i was living in my past and creating some sort of illusion, a fog. i also discover in myself that i was seriously become a victim of personality disorder. Art therapy is one of the best way to interpret your self i don't know how and why i choose art for my study career it always being mysterious for me. but one interpretation i have found, when a child is growing up he is building a whole world into himself, collecting memories, judging down the meaning, creating interpretations of events. just like a man want to build his own house collecting furniture, house holds, groceries, designing interiors exterior etc. but the error occurs when wishes remain unfulfilled , the project of building inner world was not build up to the mark, when some part of house still missing. . . so as in child age this missing part in yourself create a vacuum which will not make other function work properly, just like if any machine lost its any part it will not perform properly or maybe it will stop working. its serious problem create serious effects! i choose art because art first question about your own presences and fetches the real one in you, i want to erase the fog of illusion i want to debate my ideas on the ground of reality!
